rocket

A rocket is an attempt to escape from the law of gravity, the rocket will be destroyed after the launch.
But the satellite it carries will orbit around the planet, with only little gravitation.
The more fuel the higher the rocket goes, the less the force of attraction for the satellite from a planet, the longer it orbits.
Like the rocket is a carrier for the satellite, a text is a carrier of thoughts.
In this metaphor text destroys itself, but the thought orbits.

I'm trying to understand cause I feel confused

Do I fall back to the planet? or do I escape from gravity?
Do I have enough fuel to escape from gravity?
Is there any sense in what I'm doing?
Orbiting the planet, instead of living on the planet?
And who cares.
Why should I care.