liberating

colander

Substance stays behind,

what leaks is formless.

christmas

In my country there are three types of Christmas trees, Christmas tree in my language is kerstboom,
So, a kerstboom, if you don't like the mess a kunst-kerstboom and, if you don't like it at all a kut-kerstboom.

ideas

   manga-farming
   Koshi Kawachi's gallery

sense

   sense
   chart

wave 2

   The Great Wave
   Hokusai (1760 – 1849)

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Oscillation caused by a disturbance; as it propagates through a medium (mechanical waves)
or a vacuum (electromagnetic waves), it carries energy.

source

imaginary loggia

 Delft, year 1663

  D. Vosmaer

  Makes me think of photoshop.

.Archie & Edith Bunker

   In trust we love.

wave

His brilliantine says its time for a wave.

  famous faces

sun ray

A tree at the opposite side of the street has yellow leaves, ready to fall, they look like golden.

weather report

Not windy, much rain like rest of the day, its wet all over, not hard rain but constantly.
About 12 degrees Celsius here, so that feels soft.

Its Sunday here, which means that it’s silent on the streets.
I live in a city, but sometimes it feels like a village.

10% processor usage, 37% memory usage, on average, the clock says 18:25, begin of evening.
Still no comet, massive eruption or exploding star, but CO2, temperature and oceans rises steadily.

profile

Most blogs have a profile, I realized I have no profile, so here is one.

1) What is your real name ? 
It’s a rare name, the name is rare enough to find me just by the name,
privacy is dead, but nevertheless important.

2) Are you a female or a male ?
I believe that many people are both, female and male, from extremely male to extremely female and anything in between, like a tone-scale, from black to white and all grays in between, i.e. boyish girls and girly boys.

3) How old are you ?
I believe that there are two ages, a body age and a brain age, like there are young old and old young people.
My mother told me once, she was about 70, that it felt for her like yesterday, being 18 years.

4) What is your level of education ?
Primary school.

5) What do you like to read ?
Art/science/nature/universe/world/people related

6) And music ?
I can’t pinpoint what I like, anything that touches me?

7) Do you have a hobby ?
Photography, designing, writing, drawing, thinking, learning, experimenting.
I tend to be obsessive.

8) How about nicknames ?
During all those years on the internet I used 5 nicknames to identify myself.
My nicks describe a period or a way of thinking or experiences, which makes them real.
I never use ad hoc nicks, and I never use existing names.
Naming myself "Jaap Klepzeiker" could bring troubles to a real "Jaap Klepzeiker"
When using a nick for a long time, it starts to feel the same as your really real name.
Its me, honest.

9) Influenced by someone or something ?
Fabeltjes krant, Cat-weasel, Heidi, Bruce Lee, Floris, Ivanhoe, Robinsoe Crusoe, Joy Division,
Lingo(crazy professor) Null FU(crazy thinker) Taboo(silent movie) Man Ray, van Gogh, father and mother and brother, juffrouw Ketel, Thunderbirds, Monty Python, Beatles, Nirvana, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Aubrey Beardsley, Ansel Adams, Gottfried Bammes, Irving Penn, Johannes Itten, Josef Maria Eder,
M.C. Escher, Erwin Olaf, Calexico, Sonic Youth, Mecano, van Kooten en de Bie, Bach, Bed Head,
Dead Can Dance, Old Shatterhand & Winnetou, Billy Childish, Saturday Night Fever, Bible,
David Wilkerson(The Cross and the Switchblade), Jesus Movement, Japanese drawing prints and poems, Horror movies, Surrealism and Impressionism, Dutch secret intelligence, Pinup pictures-drawings from 60’s, Fuzzy or blurred nude photographs from a century ago, etcetera.

10) Anything you dislike ?
bruine bonen, trolling, spam, liars, bullies, arrogance, sexual abuse-rape, sexist, racist, violence, war,
boss behavior-power abuse, crime, egoistic thinking-acting, religious fanatics, Tea Party, short term thinking.

11) Last Question ?
No, thanks.

ballet

Running and jumping, zigzag and somersault, walking was no option.
It was dark, streets made of small bricks, lights reflecting from a muddy wet moving surface.
Crocodiles all over, snapping at me, piece of meat.
I grabbed one by the tip of the mouth, and did a pirouette, releasing the Croc at top speed against a wall.

rollator

Yesterday I heard an ad on the television for a program.
They announced it as “the big rollator test”
Future is rollator dependent, since reaching high age is common.

Original website (images)

souvenir

This souvenir I got as a present, it comes from the surroundings of Trier, a very old city in Germany.
The pot I use for salt, the bowl for fruit.
I made a photograph of it cause I like the combination of the gray and blue.
When I saw the photo, I saw the outlines of the letters, some letters are not completely filled with paint.
Didn’t noticed it when I looked at the real thing.
A camera/lens can show things merciless, sharper than an eye can.
But the eye-brain can fill in missing parts, I guess that's why I didn't see it.

tracks

I love it to lose tracks, only thing required is curiosity.
My goal is to be curious, to find myself at places not planned.
Guides are like platitudes, but useful when platitudes are the goal, or when searching for a parking lot,
or having fear for the unknown.

hilarious

I told my son this morning, shortly before he went to school,
that he was the product of a continuous movement.
He laughed about it hilariously.

Sun

Solar link to future

Photograph from NASA website

perspective

A long straight road, when looking at the road, into the distance, then the roads ends in a point.
No road visible at a point, when I travel to the point then the point disappears, and the road is visible.
The road is visible at a point if the point moves on.
When a point travels to a distance and creates perspective.

warmth

My son came around, looking at me, I said "I'm feeling cold".
He covered my body with his body, like an electrical blanket.

verneukte dichter / fucked up poet

Me:  "when you are close to me, I wake up like a battery, cause of the energy coming from you"
She:  "you sound like a fucked up poet from middle ages"

stop the press !!!

45 minutes of my life.
Luckily I had my mobile phone with me, it has a camera inside.

wings

When I divide my weight through my length,
61 kilo divided by 183 centimeters = 333 grams per 1 centimer slice of body.
On average I can almost fly.

monoculture

Modern humans exists for about 200.000 years.
Sharks exists for about 400.000.000 years, that's before Dinosaurs came up.
Thats a huge difference in length of existence.
Sharks are on Earth 2000 times longer then humans.
It shows that time is relative.
Even 400.000.000 years is not much more than a blip in time.
That makes 200.000 years less than a blip, which makes me think, humans are a very young species.
A new design, full of bugs and potential.
Sharks are seen as an example of a perfect design from nature.
Fully ripened, adapted to its surroundings, into perfection.
200.000 years of development for humans, humans develop very fast,
sometimes fasterthan evolution can follow.
What destroys our surroundings are blind spots, greed and egoism, monoculture seems our destiny.
Monoculture is the end, cause there's no surrounding that supports it.

day

Yellow, blue, black & white sky and thunder, sun and rain,
smell of dead wet organics, water, air, greens and flowers.

time travel

Energy can be directed-focused outside the body.
Writing is energy that comes from inside the head.
It can travel through time-distance.
A writer can be dead for hundreds of years, but the energy still exists.
Time travel has been used for many 1000's of years.
Conveying thoughts, visions, fantasy and facts.
Same thing for other communicators, like painters etcetera.
Time travel can be found in prehistoric caves.
Religion, rituals, or a need to express oneself.
But once dead, it becomes time travel.
Which makes me think of life after death.

current existence

This day there's only a blue sky, no clouds visible.
It makes me think of a vacuum, empty.
Of course there's always something.
Dolphins can look through the walls of a box, they see what the box contains.
Sharks can feel the energy field radiated by animals.
Pidgeons can see magnetic radiation.
An Octopus has nine brains, one in its head, and one in each arm.
A human has a three in one brain (triune) in their head, and possibly a fourth brain around their stomach.
A fly sees movements as in slow motion, as if they slow down time, which makes it hard to kill them.
Some birds have telescopic eyes, and insects have many eyes.
There are some blind people who can feel colors with their fingers.

leak

Nice weather, sun, deep blue sky and big wooly clouds.
But I feel pressure, its warm in the shadows, much cooler inside my house.
Air or humidity, like a blanket.
Its about 23 degrees Celcius, that looks nice, but the blanket spoils everything.
I should fix my toilet, because there is a leak.
A Dutch problem BTW, keep water within boundaries.
I am living on the bottom of a future sea, or at a future beach.
My house an aquarium.
Or a beach resort, then my house goes up in price.

rocket

A rocket is an attempt to escape from the law of gravity, the rocket will be destroyed after the launch.
But the satellite it carries will orbit around the planet, with only little gravitation.
The more fuel the higher the rocket goes, the less the force of attraction for the satellite from a planet, the longer it orbits.
Like the rocket is a carrier for the satellite, a text is a carrier of thoughts.
In this metaphor text destroys itself, but the thought orbits.

I'm trying to understand cause I feel confused

Do I fall back to the planet? or do I escape from gravity?
Do I have enough fuel to escape from gravity?
Is there any sense in what I'm doing?
Orbiting the planet, instead of living on the planet?
And who cares.
Why should I care.

unison

During these days of sunshine and cooling shadows,
tiny white clouds against massive blue sky,
I saw young and old in unison.

balance

Going forwards by walking backwards,
going backwards by walking forwards.
I tried it, but the ball was to small.

lottery

I'm the product of a father and mother.

An egg and sperm cell melting together.
Hoping they produce something better.

hungry

Once I was caught by my father, he was upset.
I was eating horseshit, dried, flat and mixed with plantlike material.
It looked delicious to me.
I was hungry and could not resist.

Years later I caught my youngest sister, she was around 1 or 2 years old.
She was in the garden and eating something,
I saw it was black, after that I recognized it.
She must have been hungry as well

green symphony

suggestions

the bad

redundant, nonsense, speculative,
defective, sick,
crazy, demented, macabre,
worthless, terrible, dreadful,
blabla, bah, old news.


the good
 
neutral, superb, brilliant,
honest, worthwhile, good,
excellent, new news, splendid,
glorious, magnificent.

walnut

Think about evolution, according to evolution we came to what we are now, from ape to yuppies.
And since evolution theory says that there is always evolution as long there is life,
then we are still developing, unless a big rock from space says no.
I imagine a toothless mouth, a straw-mouth, for sucking fluids, maybe two million years from now,
and a brain with the size of a walnut.

Space traveller (2005)

Highly concentrated effort

Clerihew

The brain.
Sometimes running like a train.
Other times, as through a forest, it walks.
When it talks.

Focus

You are in front of your screen, being active in virtual world,
but actually this screen is a supersharp lens, connected to a giant enlarger.
Focus is on you.

Killing Time

My first post since 2006, actually my first post ever here



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